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30 Days of Kylo Ren - The Force Comes First

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The thought (yet still unspoken) words were breaking the silence embedding the chamber, stepping into Kylo Ren’s head and successfully barring it from the gently approaching nap. The boy

— you’ll always remain a boy closed in a man’s body  —

The boy man tried to convince himself

— to deceive himself —

that he may overcome it

— perhaps —

and that he'll be able to rest at least a bit after the last sleepless night. In the end he was able to do so before. Not always - even not very often - but still. He may do it now as well.

Repeating the semi-prayer patterns he came up with some time ago was usually the most successful way of coping with it.



***

What is the thing I’ll be stronger with?

The Force.

What is the thing I’ll improve?

The Force - by removing the undesired elements from it.  

What do these elements lack?

The strength with the Force. The real strength.

What they are not able to notice?

The Force in me. And that I’m stronger since I let it in.

What will I use against them, when they’ll try to defy me?

My strength. Not necessarily with the Force.

What I will focus on now?

On the Force - and on the way it’s flowing through me”.

Repeated several times.



***

This time the thoughts retreated, leaving the man in a relatively comfortable state of mind.

— Not —

It was a really comfortable state of mind, which definitely couldn’t be disturbed by any hostile voices.

Kylo let the sleep in.

— By now —
Previously uploaded on my AO3 account archiveofourown.org/works/8290…

A fanfiction written for 30 Days of Kylo Ren on Tumblr.

Day 1. The Force

It’s mostly a writing exercise. Forgive me any mistakes.

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RensKnight's avatar
I am extra impressed that, for writing in a second language, you pulled off something so good.  Not only is it nearly impossible to tell English isn't your first language, this story in general is such a well thought out snapshot of the warring forces in Kylo Ren's mind.  Though he tries to claim otherwise, he definitely has not killed everything that existed in him before Snoke.

Well done!